This is not the first time I am questioning myself, but this seems to be a serious one and has been bugging me for long. I am really not sure what I am doing with my current employer, except for editing a few articles and taking part in some mundane activities happening around me. Nothing is motivating me to go to work. Blame it on the absence of pretty girls or routine faces and work or anything you would like, I am looking out for something challenging and new.

Worst of all, I have been screaming at a few HR policies and personnel in the HR department. I have tried to be don the avatar of a silent spectator, but my belligerent nature doesn't let me live peacefully. After self introspection, I concluded that I need to get out of the place as soon as possible not only for my good but also for the good of the company and my colleagues.

Yesterday, it was the turn of my new home constructor to face the music. He woke me in the morning and with a disappointed tone started yelling over delay in the registration process. I tried to pacify him for a while, but again, as always, changed gears and retorted strongly. I felt bad for having done that, but that's how I have been behaving over the last few weeks.

More updates coming.